I'm so sad, depressed, tearful and truely helpless at the moment. Nothing can express what I feel.. This is going to be a long entry. I'm just passing through my thoughts about education. Everything I'm writing about is from my personal pain being brought up in this system.
I got to work as an instructor to a Ministry in Jordan. Teach them how to program PHP, one thing everybody should know, you can't teach those who don't want to learn. Before I even started I requested that the Ministry should buy books for all trainees, and they did. Now, I've been training them for almost two months, and most of them didn't even read a single page of the book. Nobody does his homework, no one researches. For one thing I blame trainees themselves, and I blame education. We were not educated to appreciate the value of learning.
I still remember I was kicked out of classes during university because I didn't bring my book!
I asked a professor to help me & work with me on a project that included changing the philosophy of web development, he was like "oh ok, I need to eat now. Maybe we can discuss this later. Simply, reading his lips, he was saying: 'Fuck Off' "
I remember failing courses cause I Volunteered to talk about things that really matter, like OpenSource. And my teachers would give me a big fat Zero because I didn't attend the exam
I remember those who were creative, innovative and wanted to learn got lowest marks. And those who like to be spoon fed, and learn blindly got highest marks.
When I was in the elementary school, I remember a song my sister used to play on our old Philips Stereo. And after a couple of times, it was my favorite. That song was, "Another brick in the wall( We don't need no education". Strange how I was a small kid, and could understand that I didn't want to be educated the way I was being educated. I used to ask my sister to play it everyday, and everyday I would put it louder and louder.
If you've seen my previous entry, you'd know that the average arab kid reads 6 minutes extra curricular books. If this didn't make you cry and do something about it, you're just as bad.
We're raising retards teachers. You're just another brick in the wall. I promise you i'm gonna do something about this. I'm gonna take a brick or two and send them to hell